E2D

Some days you may not understand when I look at you and shed a tear. maybe its just a distant thought that suddenly reappeared.something that kept bottled up in the back of my mind after all these years. or something that even I have yet to understand. some times I'm not entirely sure what causes my insecurities. feeling like an annoying buzz in the ear. like I'm only in the way of things or like I have no place in here.maybe even that I'm not good enough or brave enough to face the world out there. some times I feel I have forgotten who I am and I grow bitter and cold and probably confuse you when I run and push you away. one things for sure I'm always glad to know I have you by my side in the end. someone to talk to and share my worries and dreams with. even when they make no sense. when they sound like a child's wish upon a star.you accept me for who I am with all my flaws and all my moods. When I think back to my past and I remember all the people and all the experiences I have overcome I know for a fact that it was all worth it because It lead me right to you. through the times of doubt and fear you have always been there to take my hand and let me hide in your embrace. you sit me down and listen to everything I want to say even when the words cant find their way. and some how you always know when somethings on my mind even when I try to deny it and keep it to myself. You bring me your strength and courage when I have lost my own. you let me be me even when I crush my spirit into a dark corner. I never have to be careful when I'm around you. I can always do and say what comes to mind. you put a smile on my face each and every time. and when you go away and I miss you terribly you always return with your arms open wide. you loving me is what makes me happy. everything else worries me less since I have you for support.and in this dream the only thing I have left to hope is that I in some way make you feel the same way.