like a soul thats found its puzzle piece
while other girls dreamed of being princesses or mommies and pictured themselves in white dresses standing next to their prince at their weddings, i would dream about traveling and seeing what else this world had to offer. i didn't need that to fulfill me,instead i would find myself climbing and digging and adventuring everywhere i went.
i loved only art and the expression behind it i enjoyed anything that allowed me to play and be outside, i was happy and unafraid.
i wondered and thought about everything, life and its mysteries, people and their emotions, wants and needs, i looked for answers alone and kept in my own mind as i secretly wished to find and figure out what love was and why everyone seemed so in love with it, maybe it was like Santa and it wasn't actually real or maybe it used to exist but like the dinosaurs it was now extinct.
then suddenly and unexpectedly it was clear as day. without denying it or doubting it, it answered a lot of the questions that i had asked myself. i couldn't imagine a life without it, it was like living in a constant happy dream where nothing bad hurt for too long and we were safe and protected from everything and we finally felt at home.
we didn't have to look or try so hard for it because it was always there in our hearts. and even through the hardest times i knew it would always be there for me and i knew that i would always be there for it. nothing could keep me from it. mistakes and insecurities would be easily taken care of because we would get through it hand in hand. then like those other little girls, i too found myself dreaming of a life together
never did i believe of what they warn you about, that it could grow cold through a heartbreak, that there would be pain and torture and sorrow and mourning and that it would feel like your dying soul being burned alive and hacked at with a chain saw in slow motion. never did it ever cross my mind that it could be anything other than true, i just knew it was love.
when you know you know and nothing else comes close.
you can feel it in every part of you, your heart, your soul and your spirit, you can feel it as it undeniably keeps you alive and happy and floods you with such an incomparable warmth and connects your souls and unites you as one heart.
like being put on life support, you know you cant live without them. and you see yourself at the end of your life knowing that those wrinkled smiles on your faces are like tetris blocks that fit perfectly in every kiss.
and though you wish you could express it all under one new reinvented word it cant be called anything other than love because its a blessing and a gift from life to find something so magical and so magnificent and so beautiful and to call it anything else wouldn't begin to bring it justice.
all my life i wished i would have the chance to experience it and to hold onto it.. and i know that while my heart, be it shattered and bruised; still beats there's no denying its presence is still real.
i loved only art and the expression behind it i enjoyed anything that allowed me to play and be outside, i was happy and unafraid.
i wondered and thought about everything, life and its mysteries, people and their emotions, wants and needs, i looked for answers alone and kept in my own mind as i secretly wished to find and figure out what love was and why everyone seemed so in love with it, maybe it was like Santa and it wasn't actually real or maybe it used to exist but like the dinosaurs it was now extinct.
then suddenly and unexpectedly it was clear as day. without denying it or doubting it, it answered a lot of the questions that i had asked myself. i couldn't imagine a life without it, it was like living in a constant happy dream where nothing bad hurt for too long and we were safe and protected from everything and we finally felt at home.
we didn't have to look or try so hard for it because it was always there in our hearts. and even through the hardest times i knew it would always be there for me and i knew that i would always be there for it. nothing could keep me from it. mistakes and insecurities would be easily taken care of because we would get through it hand in hand. then like those other little girls, i too found myself dreaming of a life together
never did i believe of what they warn you about, that it could grow cold through a heartbreak, that there would be pain and torture and sorrow and mourning and that it would feel like your dying soul being burned alive and hacked at with a chain saw in slow motion. never did it ever cross my mind that it could be anything other than true, i just knew it was love.
when you know you know and nothing else comes close.
you can feel it in every part of you, your heart, your soul and your spirit, you can feel it as it undeniably keeps you alive and happy and floods you with such an incomparable warmth and connects your souls and unites you as one heart.
like being put on life support, you know you cant live without them. and you see yourself at the end of your life knowing that those wrinkled smiles on your faces are like tetris blocks that fit perfectly in every kiss.
and though you wish you could express it all under one new reinvented word it cant be called anything other than love because its a blessing and a gift from life to find something so magical and so magnificent and so beautiful and to call it anything else wouldn't begin to bring it justice.
all my life i wished i would have the chance to experience it and to hold onto it.. and i know that while my heart, be it shattered and bruised; still beats there's no denying its presence is still real.
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