some later news..
OLD but still true:
its funny to me how fast our lives can change from a definite awareness to an unsure awakening
what i mean is that we constantly think we have our lives set and in order
and then out of the blue a new part of your life sneaks up on you and throws you way off guard
half of us aren't ever fully ready for what is to come and whether we chose to run from it or challenge ourselves we always find ourselves back at the beginning of an unsteady cycle with no definite direction. that's life for you. always unpredictable.
i find that every person i know has had a huge impact on me in one way or another positive or negative
i find that some people i can connect to a lot better than others and on different levels
im constantly telling myself to take a step back and over look what i think i already know
part of me says im getting ahead of myself and the other part assures me this is the truth
so the question becomes which side to listen to
in my opinion( and lets face it is just that an ..opinion)
i find people have two ways of thinking
1. face it and deal with it to the best of your knowledge
2. ignore it and deny it and it will go away
take the chance or don't
its more simple than it all seems
do or don't
as a human we make a decision based on the statistics
if i do this what will happen if i don't do this what will happen
but then there's the times where you have no answer for both sides and you have to just go with your instincts like in love for example where your decision not only affects you but another being as well
there's some who say you never really know a person and some that say it takes time to get to know someone.. then who do you listen to?
this brings trust into the picture
a huge part in decision making
do i trust this person do they trust me do i trust myself and not only here but in any other situation as well , when deciding on something a person will subconsciously categorize their priorities and go with what they trust to be the better choice
those who ignore it however are the ones who cant face it and find it easier and safer in a way to simply look the other way
the problem with this is not only that they are missing out on an opportunity due to fear but they are also blinding themselves in order to forget the reality of it all
now forgive me if im scattered and going around in circles
heres as flat as i can lay it
there's people who are afraid and do nothing and people who are afraid and do something about it
someone once said to me
life is always giving us a choice and asking us what we want
its up to us to take the opportunity and do whatever it takes to obtain it
take it or leave it but those are some of the few words I'll never forget
i know i ramble a lot and say too much about everything and nothing at all but if you don't know that to be me by now then you'll never really know
its what i do i write what im thinking and anything im feeling at the moment
i have personal beliefs and theories about this life and the people in this world and im more than happy to share them with you
all we ever need is that one chance to prove that we are worth what we want
------------------my life theory :
everyone was put on this planet to clean up and start on a new slate and work our ways back to that state of pureness, mean while over coming obstacles that will teach us lessons along the way and help us find ourselves and grow with each and every experience good or bad. everyone's life is different but our goal isl the same . i believe everything happens for a reason and its our jobs to figure what that is on our own. this way even death can make us stronger.
i could continue but it gets elaborate I'll just leave it up to you to ask me about it ;)
let me know what you're thinking
the always wondering E
"...its not in the center so that the ripples continue to their end. then the sound of the water captivates you sending you into a state of pure relaxation and deep thought."
-e
(PS: that night i understood)
OLDER:
we had our time when we thought of ourselves as more than we were
we held our hands and kept the smiles to ourselves
we looked upon the future without a fear or thought in doubt
we were called young and reckless
we grew up and where taught to change our ways
we were driven by the superficial and drawn to the reality of life
our imagination faded with the years and blinded our spirits
with a safe side to living
we lived and found ways of cutting corners and creating new light
and some of us went back to those brighter times
and held our smiles high and proud
and some of us turned our backs in fear of being wrong
then the fear that had us doubting ourselves and others kept us hidden in our minds and never gave us the chance to shine
the fear that never let us know the truth
but those of us who took a chance leaped and fell into a new world where fear never stopped us and never turned back to haunt us
and only good filled our hearts and covered us from the dark
and we lived and we died and we learned to get by and when the time came some of us looked back with a frown while some with a smile and these ends determined our paths.
it is what it is and that's that
its funny to me how fast our lives can change from a definite awareness to an unsure awakening
what i mean is that we constantly think we have our lives set and in order
and then out of the blue a new part of your life sneaks up on you and throws you way off guard
half of us aren't ever fully ready for what is to come and whether we chose to run from it or challenge ourselves we always find ourselves back at the beginning of an unsteady cycle with no definite direction. that's life for you. always unpredictable.
i find that every person i know has had a huge impact on me in one way or another positive or negative
i find that some people i can connect to a lot better than others and on different levels
im constantly telling myself to take a step back and over look what i think i already know
part of me says im getting ahead of myself and the other part assures me this is the truth
so the question becomes which side to listen to
in my opinion( and lets face it is just that an ..opinion)
i find people have two ways of thinking
1. face it and deal with it to the best of your knowledge
2. ignore it and deny it and it will go away
take the chance or don't
its more simple than it all seems
do or don't
as a human we make a decision based on the statistics
if i do this what will happen if i don't do this what will happen
but then there's the times where you have no answer for both sides and you have to just go with your instincts like in love for example where your decision not only affects you but another being as well
there's some who say you never really know a person and some that say it takes time to get to know someone.. then who do you listen to?
this brings trust into the picture
a huge part in decision making
do i trust this person do they trust me do i trust myself and not only here but in any other situation as well , when deciding on something a person will subconsciously categorize their priorities and go with what they trust to be the better choice
those who ignore it however are the ones who cant face it and find it easier and safer in a way to simply look the other way
the problem with this is not only that they are missing out on an opportunity due to fear but they are also blinding themselves in order to forget the reality of it all
now forgive me if im scattered and going around in circles
heres as flat as i can lay it
there's people who are afraid and do nothing and people who are afraid and do something about it
someone once said to me
life is always giving us a choice and asking us what we want
its up to us to take the opportunity and do whatever it takes to obtain it
take it or leave it but those are some of the few words I'll never forget
i know i ramble a lot and say too much about everything and nothing at all but if you don't know that to be me by now then you'll never really know
its what i do i write what im thinking and anything im feeling at the moment
i have personal beliefs and theories about this life and the people in this world and im more than happy to share them with you
all we ever need is that one chance to prove that we are worth what we want
------------------my life theory :
everyone was put on this planet to clean up and start on a new slate and work our ways back to that state of pureness, mean while over coming obstacles that will teach us lessons along the way and help us find ourselves and grow with each and every experience good or bad. everyone's life is different but our goal isl the same . i believe everything happens for a reason and its our jobs to figure what that is on our own. this way even death can make us stronger.
i could continue but it gets elaborate I'll just leave it up to you to ask me about it ;)
let me know what you're thinking
the always wondering E
"...its not in the center so that the ripples continue to their end. then the sound of the water captivates you sending you into a state of pure relaxation and deep thought."
-e
(PS: that night i understood)
OLDER:
we had our time when we thought of ourselves as more than we were
we held our hands and kept the smiles to ourselves
we looked upon the future without a fear or thought in doubt
we were called young and reckless
we grew up and where taught to change our ways
we were driven by the superficial and drawn to the reality of life
our imagination faded with the years and blinded our spirits
with a safe side to living
we lived and found ways of cutting corners and creating new light
and some of us went back to those brighter times
and held our smiles high and proud
and some of us turned our backs in fear of being wrong
then the fear that had us doubting ourselves and others kept us hidden in our minds and never gave us the chance to shine
the fear that never let us know the truth
but those of us who took a chance leaped and fell into a new world where fear never stopped us and never turned back to haunt us
and only good filled our hearts and covered us from the dark
and we lived and we died and we learned to get by and when the time came some of us looked back with a frown while some with a smile and these ends determined our paths.
it is what it is and that's that
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