SNOW SNOW AND THEN SOME
SO woke up mad early shoveled snow for a few hours and got locked out of my mom's house and ate some blah pancakes..,on the brighter side i finally got the snow gear i need so no more of that ice armor...AND the snow is packable which calls for an extreme snowball..WAR :D let me know if you're down for that its gonna be EPIC. ( W E E K E N D. )
side note:
had the wildest dream EVER
like it was really strangely familiar
cant get into the details really but
i woke up feeling like i was supposed to go a different way in life than i have...
everyone in my dream i never actually met before yet they felt like friends and like a real chill group that made you feel at home even at first meet...
then i started thinking WHAT IF
and you know how that goes.. once you start the what if stage you get wrapped into the possibilities that could have but didn't happen for some reason
and I'm talking life style changes
the kinda thing that changes who you are completely
don't get me wrong I think I'm content with my life as it is now but i cant help feeling that i could be somewhere else right now
and the weird thing is
in the dream it wasn't even a more productive life just one where i ended up doing my thing from the beginning
and i was on edge the whole time like i was gonna be busted for something
and years went by like hours or days
and i chose between being with someone or going somewhere with someone else and I stayed there waiting on them to return but they never did and there was some kind of fight in the world and i ended up by myself without the one person i was supposed to be with but instead i was with that crowd and i still didn't regret my choices or look for a way out, i was just fine with the way things turned out and i almost didn't feel anything all at once but i kept thinking i should have some kind of reaction to my life... i tend to have real weird dreams...
AND RANDOM NOTE:
ON THE CALENDAR THIS YEAR:
- more snowboarding
- Epic Snowball War
- more parties
- more surfing
- more capoeira
- more playing outside
- more paint balling
- more painting
- more soccer
- more beach time
side note:
had the wildest dream EVER
like it was really strangely familiar
cant get into the details really but
i woke up feeling like i was supposed to go a different way in life than i have...
everyone in my dream i never actually met before yet they felt like friends and like a real chill group that made you feel at home even at first meet...
then i started thinking WHAT IF
and you know how that goes.. once you start the what if stage you get wrapped into the possibilities that could have but didn't happen for some reason
and I'm talking life style changes
the kinda thing that changes who you are completely
don't get me wrong I think I'm content with my life as it is now but i cant help feeling that i could be somewhere else right now
and the weird thing is
in the dream it wasn't even a more productive life just one where i ended up doing my thing from the beginning
and i was on edge the whole time like i was gonna be busted for something
and years went by like hours or days
and i chose between being with someone or going somewhere with someone else and I stayed there waiting on them to return but they never did and there was some kind of fight in the world and i ended up by myself without the one person i was supposed to be with but instead i was with that crowd and i still didn't regret my choices or look for a way out, i was just fine with the way things turned out and i almost didn't feel anything all at once but i kept thinking i should have some kind of reaction to my life... i tend to have real weird dreams...
AND RANDOM NOTE:
ON THE CALENDAR THIS YEAR:
- more snowboarding
- Epic Snowball War
- more parties
- more surfing
- more capoeira
- more playing outside
- more paint balling
- more painting
- more soccer
- more beach time
I feel that way most of the times too, it's a pretty weird feeling as if the universe was trying to tell you something.
ReplyDeleteI also want to focus on more beach time and painting