just as a bleak past is ok

find ways to calm the fuck down your anger has found the best of you your frustration has devoured your hopeful thinking and no one has fault in it but yourself
let go and move on
and remember that you are not alone
you can get past this and be happy again and find better things in this world that will mend that hole for you
find yourself and be brave
let go
let go
let go
the blame is only a shattered reflection now and no one judges you
you can stand and run again
some day maybe even fly
stop feeling sorry and start living again
its not your fault
its just the way life happens
trust in the world and it will show you open doors
leave the fears and attachments behind
breath
let go
forgive yourself
and forgive the past
and forget the pain
its not important anymore
its better this way
you can soar higher his way
you will see the world again through your eyes
eat that steak and play in the sun
see the magic this world offers everyday
live like you did when you were a kid
innocent child with no fear or regret
hungry for adventure and fun
finding smiles everywhere you look
look at the stars and let them hold you high above
you can do whatever you want and be free
learn live play
its going to be okay
DON'T BE AFRAID TO DO THINGS ON YOUR OWN IN THIS WORLDyou are strong
you have lived through some worsts and  can face anything